2011 reflection

2011 has been an extremely tumultuous yet monumental year for me.

Well first, I turned 21. It shocks me and now I have to at least think about some kind of plan. What do I wanna do for the rest of my life? Or at least what do I see myself doing in the next 5 years? I've always had that "I'll cross that bridge when I get to it" sort of mentality but now I can't just keep procrastinating on planning my future. I have no solid plan yet, just taking baby steps. I finally got a job as a part time pharmacy student and that makes me really happy and content. It was one of my resolutions and I'm over the moon about it!!

I got to meet some really amazing people this year through work and placements. Drawing inspiration from people keeps me going. 

But of course, lots of shit happened. Looking back now, there was a long period of time where everything was dark and gloomy. I was in a place where only very few people understood. I was doubting everything in my life - even how I felt. Its so horrible and I'm glad I got out of that shithole. Wasn't easy at all but with the help of some of my precious friends who I will be grateful to forever, I did. And now I'm finally happy and I really mean it. :)

2011 has taught me to see clearly. It put me through so many tests and challenges that I walk out a wiser person, especially with people. I now analyse situations better. I'm firmer in my beliefs. Less of a pushover. Forgiveness. Really appreciate my close friends who have been through thick and thin with me. Adding to that list of close friends. Importance of knowing what is important to me. Responsibility. Accept life as well as death. I might be stepping on greener grass and not know it. Learn from the mistakes of others. Never been happier with Kane. :)

My 2012 resolutions:
1. Get fitter
Already working on it!

2. Learn more patience
I merajuk too fast LOL

3. Find peace and calmness
I'm starting to learn how to meditate properly

4. Donate to a charity
Probably a doggy one!

5. Be on time!
Need to seriously work on those time management skills

6. Make time for the important people in my life
That means stop procrastinating and wasting time so much. Like lying in bed when I'm perfectly awake but I'm just LAZY.

7. How about actually having some savings?

8. Save enough to buy my extended family a big Chinese meal when I come back!

9. Be a better communicator

10. Gain some sense of humour back
Is it just me or do I feel like I'm losing my humour more everyday? Geez. One of the reasons why I don't update this place enough is that because I write posts and don't post them in the end because I don't think its funny/interesting enough. DAMN IT. 

And thats all I can think about! I hope all of you had a AWESOME New Years Party. I somehow ended up doing Jagermeister shots with Shawn and if I remember correctly I had 5 shots, a gin and tonic, half a glass of cointreau lemonade, wine and a Jagerbomb. After that I was according to some sources, extremely obnoxious and annoying; Apparently I was comparing Apple with Android when I don't freaking know anything about Android so I seriously dunno how I did it. After that I cleaned everything and checked out my eyes. They were as bloodshot and fuck. I then tweeted on my bathroom floor. Then showered and went to bed. And when I closed my eyes I felt a little spinny. But I woke up without a hangover! In fact I woke up really happy! I had 5 hours of sleep and then I hopped out of bed and was really cheery. Maybe I was still high? :S 

I only get really bad hangovers after I drink alot of wine. Which seems weird cos I would expect it to be worse with hard liquour?? Why am I so strange? 

How was your New Years? :)

Okay goodnight.